Seeing the girl behave like this, my heart softened again.
I must say, I'm different from Du Jie in terms of personality. I'm not the kind of person who sees a woman and doesn't care about her thoughts, trying every means to trick her into bed and then "output" without considering the consequences. On the contrary, I deeply believe that doing such things should be based on mutual affection and consent. If one side is too pushy, it always feels off, although I've also fantasized about forced scenarios, but my conscience can't get past it...
Seeing the girl struggling like this, I knew she must have her own difficulties, or that she was afraid of something.
I then pried open her soft hands that were wrapped around my waist, and I directly climbed down from her body. Following me, she came to one side of the bed, where under her gaze with tears in her eyes, I lit a cigarette. After taking a deep drag, I asked her.
"Tell me, what are you really afraid of? I can see it in your eyes, you don't seem like the type who would willingly do that kind of thing with me, but at the same time, you're struggling, as if there's some unavoidable reason, some unbearable circumstance that forces you to do it. Would you be willing to tell me?"
Seeing me ask like this, the girl wrapped the quilt that was covering her body around herself, and then she first nodded at me, but then suddenly shook her head.
"I won't tell you! I won't say!"
"What's unspeakable? How is it? Is someone forcing you to have an affair?" I curiously sized her up.
"No one forced me, but this is a tradition that has been passed down in our village for many years, and no one can casually destroy it. Don't ask if I'm willing or not, or if I have any difficulties, just ask if you'll follow me or not? If you won't follow me, then leave here! Anyway, sooner or later, there will be another man who comes to this place and follows me."
"Aren't you sick? Why do you have to make people follow you? What's wrong with you? Can't anyone break the rules? Those rules are dead, but people are alive. As long as the rules aren't reasonable, not listening won't kill anyone!" Hearing the girl say this, I got thoroughly angry.
"Mind your own business and leave if you can't do it! You're such a weakling!" The girl shouted at me with tears in her eyes.
When the girl said that, I suddenly got angry. At this time, I don't know why, but I found myself particularly wanting it now, and my lower body was swelling uncontrollably. This feeling is just like when I came back from Tingting's place last night. I can basically judge that there must be something wrong with the tea water the girl gave me to drink earlier. It's possible that this tea water really has the effect of enhancing that ability, just like what Tingting said, and it has the same effect as "Wei Ge"!
Just as I was getting a little excited, I noticed that the girl's face had also started to flush, and her body seemed to be getting softer. Her eyes, which were initially tense with fear, now had a somewhat flirtatious look.
She suddenly did this, and I couldn't take it anymore. So I didn't care about anything, directly flipped over, and at this moment, the girl actually started to cooperate with me, actively seeking a kiss...
What happened next was a natural progression of events. As I broke through that barrier, accompanied by the girl's seemingly painful moans, she belonged to me...
After the first time, there was a second time. Maybe it was the effect of that cup of tea, but I didn't feel tired at all, and there were no signs of weakness. That night, with this girl who had just tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time, I don't know how many times we did it, I estimate at least six or seven times. Anyway, by the end, both of us were out of energy, my fire was extinguished, and my second brother (a euphemism) returned to its nest, only then did we stop our escapades.
After we stopped, I held her and lay down quietly on the bed. I asked the girl what her name was, and the girl shyly told me that she was called Han Jingjing.
Han Jingjing's name sounds particularly flavorful, and I asked her some other questions afterwards.
It's strange that when I asked her about some things in the village, Han Jingjing always didn't tell me, as if she was intentionally hiding something or didn't want an outsider like me to know the village's secrets. Anyway, it made me feel a bit puzzled.
Later, I asked Han Jingjing again. I said that if she became pregnant with my child after this night, what would happen? Han Jingjing told me that I didn't need to take responsibility for this and it had nothing to do with me. If she could get pregnant, it would be a good thing for her, and in that case, she could make contributions to the village. She also said that she hoped to have a girl, and absolutely not a boy.
I asked him, why did he want a girl instead of a boy? Is it because if they had a girl, she would have to stay in the village and become one of those women who practice walking marriages like the others? And what about if they had a boy? I don't believe there isn't a single woman in the village who hasn't given birth to a boy. If they had a boy, where did all those boys go? Why are there no men in the village?
Facing my question, Han Jingjing didn't want to answer at first, but after I asked repeatedly, she finally said that in their village, men are born as slaves of women and are the lowest and most useless animals. They don't need such animals. As for what happens when a boy is born, Han Jingjing said they either give them away or the villagers take them out to sell for money!
When I heard Han Jingjing talking to me like that, I was furious at the time. Is this still a human being? Are men the lowest animals? Can women get pregnant and multiply without men? Born as a slave to women, if it's really like that, then Han Jingjing wouldn't be oppressed by me! What's even more infuriating is that the women in this village don't want the boys they give birth to, giving them away is one thing, but selling them for money is outrageous! Is there still any law? Can a place be so remote and mountainous that it can do whatever it wants without consequences?
But I didn't say this to her, it's just what I thought in my heart. After all, this is the custom of their village, whether it's right or wrong, how they look at it, and whether it's against the law, have nothing to do with me. But I told Han Jingjing that if she were pregnant with my child, no matter whether it was a boy or girl, I would take her away, and if necessary, I would leave this village with Han Jingjing.
For someone like me, Han Jingjing shook her head with a bitter smile and said it was impossible. She said that if she could leave, she would have left long ago. Moreover, she also said that she could tell I was a good person, so she told me that since I had come to this village, I shouldn't expect to leave this village again.
I don't quite understand what Jianjian is saying. I'm a grown adult, who can stop me from leaving? Has the world turned upside down? Cut it out! I don't believe it one bit!
After chatting with Jingjing for a while, I found that it was almost 4:30 in the morning. I thought it was time to leave, after all, the village's custom is that we must leave before dawn.
Just as I was putting on my clothes, Han Jingjing hastily walked away naked, and I don't know what she was doing. I found that when Han Jingjing first got out of bed, she almost fell over, and then didn't even know how to take a step. After pausing for about two or three seconds, Han Jingjing could finally start walking. However, she walked very slowly, and sweat beads appeared on her forehead, clearly finding it very difficult to walk. When she was able to walk normally again, I took a look at those two long legs of hers, which looked particularly awkward...
Two minutes later, just as I finished dressing, Han Jingjing suddenly walked towards me with a fruit knife in her right hand and an unusual smile on her face.
I saw that fruit knife shining brightly under the lamp light, so bright it was dazzling.
When I saw Han Jingjing walking towards me with a fruit knife, I was stunned at the time. I thought to myself, could it be that this woman is going to stab me because of what I did to her?...
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