Pov 3 person

  Although this recurring nightmare , should be mainly about the traumatic attempt to kidnap her and Lappnd . And the possibility of losing Lappnd , her friend , her sister , who wao protect her and indeed did so with all her strength .

  It was Lappnd's as that always had the most detail in this nightmare . The smell of blood , the expression on Lappnd's face , what Lappnd did in the smallest sczegutions . The sight of the bodies , her owbeat and the emotions she felt . From wanting to vomit to being horrified . From terror to a sudden shot of determination .From determination back to fear . And from fear to despair .

  Her all out helplessness in this situation . All pletely as if she was back there . As if she were that i child again . Bke however never paid much attention to this nightmare . For Bke it was just a simple nightmare reted to the trauma of that day . Rather anyone would have nightmares if they had experienced something like that as a childe .

  However, there was something special about this " normal " nightmare . It was in this nightmare that the hidden fear of the monster in Lappnd showed itself . The fear of what Lappnd is really capable of doing . Fear of what is hidden in that look of hers . Fear of what Lappnd be . Fear of her madness .

  It was reflected right there . In that inspicuous nightmare . A nightmare like the one Bke just had and from which she just awoke . Sweaty and out of breath , Bke squinted her amber eyes , feeling the m sun fall directly on them hurting and blinding her .

  However, being just retly awake and still sleepy .Bke was still unaware of what was going on around her . So she just moved her head so that the sun no longer shone in her eyes , and she simply y in the same position, staring bnkly at the ceiling, pletely ign the feelings of the rest of her body.

  With Bke's calm breathing , the only thing that gave a sign that she was alive was the slow blinking of her eyes and the occasional twitg of her cat ears . Bke's bnk stare may have given the feeling that nothing is going on in that head of hers a .

  At this time, the events of st night pyed out once again in her head, causio look at her bandaged hand , stretched out to the side beside her. By bending her fingers and closing her hand into a fist Bke firmed that the pain was no lohere and the hand itself was worked as if nothing happened .

  A she felt that pain it in her memories . Like a phantom pain , it was there and made her realize that what happened yesterday was not a dream . Well it's not like the existence of a bandage c her hands didn't firm it .

  But , only after seeing and cheg the dition of her hand and feeling the ent pain in it , Bke's mind fully awoke . Still, Bke's expression athetid her eyes were bnk , with purple shadows underh . However, she was fully awake and thinking . Although Bke was clearly sleep deprived .

  However , through the night , aside from giveing her nightmare , Bke's mind had mao process and anize everything again , making her realize what a mess had happened a few ho . Now Bke agaihat strange relief . Although it didn't happen in a very beautiful way , it was ultimately like ripping a Band-Aid off that unhealed wound .

  It hurt a lot , emotionally and physically . But now , that thorn in her side was gone . Bke has crossed that damaged bridge that she was afraid to cross .

  Now she go on ater . Although Bke still has regrets about it all . This will not go away and that is certain . Just like the other problems that follow Bke along with her past . Still , she will deal with it as she pushes forward . The worst is behind her , she told her mother , she talked to Lappnd . She just ive herself yet .

  For the time being , however, fiving herself seems to be something impossible for Bke. However, this day will also have to e one day . At least now , she has her Lappdumb . Her friend , sister , partner for life on her side. No , Lappy was always on her side , it was she who didn't want to be on hers .

  The feeling she was afraid to accept now gave her ......... Such a sense of security and relief . From now on no matter what happens , Bke will tell Lappnd what she feels . She loves her ....... Everything about her ....... Even what she herself is afraid of ........ It is still her Lappnd . Or just that part of her that was hurt too much .

  Lappnd 't be fixed . It is impossible to fix Lappnd, whether this is good or bad is hard to say . However, it does not matter to Bke , not now . There is no perfe in this world . Lappnd is not perfect as a being , and she does not pretend to be so . Lappy has her froblems with which she struggles , but that is what makes her real .

  Not like everyone else around her . Alretending to be heroes , those do-gooders fighting for freedom ..... Fug hypocrites . However, she herself was like them . Perhaps she even still is . As even nond is not afraid to walk openly with her animal traits and Bke herself hides them behind a ribbon on her head .

  Where is her pride in being faunus ? Where is her ce and self-fidence ? She doesn't have it , she never had it . Even now she was running away from who she was and is . But again this problem , like a bunch of others , Bke will deal with ter . So far, Bke has only just begun to resolve the Lappnd issue. And she wants to do it properly because it is the most important thing for her .

  Before Bke's thoughts wandered further , a heel kick to the awoke her to reality . It was nothing strong , rather an actal kick . So Bke's aura cushiohe entire blow . Or at least it was with the kick itself and not what it caused . For when Bke's head snapped back because of that kick , her teeth from the lower and upper rows collided with each other hard enough to holy hurt her .

  The only lu this was that her tongue was not in the way . However, feeling this pain ieeth , Bke caught her mouth with her bandaged hand . And only then , she finally turned her attention to the weight that was lying on her body all the time . And it was then that she sand's snow-white foot slide to the side .

  For obvious reasons, it was obvious that it was this foot that had kicked her and that it beloo Lappnd, who was now lying on top of Bke, oomach with her head by Bke's legs. It is for this reason that Lappnd's feet are practically on Bke face , threatening ata her .

  Their bed cover has disappeared , most likely lying on the ground somewhere now . And that's probably due to Lappnd , who must have thrown it off while wriggling in the night . heless Bke did not get cold , Lappnd was warm as always . Besides , her own nightmare warmed her enough to make her sweat .

  However, without a cover , in their sleeping position . Lifting up a little and looking down her body , Bke had a perfect view of Lappnd's crotch . Her both bandage-ed legs were now pulled apart to the left and right of Bke's head , so the view of this sacred pce erfect . The image was reflected in her eyes . So vulnerable and exposed ........ All hers and only hers . Her nose could already smell that st , that specific smell of her partner ing out of there .

  However, despite the fact that , Lappnd seemed to be unsciously doing everything to tempt Bke . Bke literally did not feel like she had the desire for " it " right now . She was not a hypersexual person always willing and ready like Lappnd . Although if Lappnd initiated something or the situatioween them became all too spicy , Bke would probably go with the flow .

  But today especially , Bke did not feel like " pying " with Lappnd . She was tired , dirty and just after a nightmare . Besides, Bke felt that attag Lappnd in this way while she was sleeping could end badly for her . Who knows what Lappnd will do when, in her sleep, she is suddenly touched " uhe tail " ?

  And as if responding to her ck of i , Lappnd's tail obstructed the view , hitting Bke in the fa the process . Pushing Lappnd's tail away with her bandaged hand , Bke sighed , then picked up the scroll which fortunately was still lying on the bed near her head . And looking at the time , Bke firmed that she had only three hours of sleep .

  Only three hours of sleep, however, is not a problem for Bke . After all , being on missions in the white fang , there were times when she worked on limited amounts of sleep . So she will be fioday too , just now she will be absent-minded and sleepy for a while and then it will return to normal .

  heless , she could not try to sleep again . Not for the fact that she was not tired because she was . Lappnd , which rested on top of her was not a problem either . The reason she couldn't sck off or sleep anymore was that in two hours she had to go to Tukson's bookstore where she works for the time being . And she still had to pay a visit to Dr. Linzi at her ibsp;

  But , looking at the time it was obvious that she would already be te wherever she went first . She had so much to do a ........ She didn't want to get up . First of all , she really doesn't want to and , if she got up now it would wake up Lappnd.

  And Bke really didn't want that . Now Bke felt she had a moment to think. A moment in which she think and at the same time look at her Lappdumb , whose tail began to work like a windshield wiper on her face, which made her sigh . But still a faint smile appeared on her face . It was nid peaceful . Just as Bke would have wanted everythiweeo be .

  However, all good things e to an end quickly. Lappnd suddenly rose and sat with her bare buttocks ohighs . Her white hair fell over her shoulder revealing a view of her white and scarred back covered only by a few bandages . Her tail slid to the side showing a full view of the point where it joins her spine .

  And at this sight , Bke froze , she did not know what to say or how to react . She was captivated by the view before her . Lappnd is really beautiful . Bke never doubted it . With her eyes , Bke watched as Lappnd lifted her arms up and stretched so hard that the sound of her bones crag could be clearly heard . This also made the nightmare Bke had just experienced , ma in her mind again .

  But still , the way Lappnd's body gave her shade in front of the sun , which illuminated and highlighted the tours of her body . That bend , visible in her bandaged side , wheried to turn around to see Bke , making the profile of her breasts and ribs visible and highlighted by the sun .

  Lappnd's slender ned shoulder . Both being such a tender point for Lappnd were now also exposed , mesmerizing Bke for a moment . At that moment she so loo grab Lappnd's ned ........ But before Bke's fantasies went somewhere far , Lappnd turned her face towards her . It took away the view of the neck but , Bke did nret it , because she received the most beautiful smile illuminated by the rays of the m sun .

  No fake smile , a real one . In those eyes which could hardly ever be read now Bke could clearly see enjoyment , pleasure , satisfa and amusement . Gamma of emotions , which Bke has never seen so clearly . Lappnd looking at Bke squinted her eyes slightly , then turned her whole body to be fag Bke . Now Bke could see Lappnd's belly and breasts . But once again seeing the number of bandages on Lappnd's body , Bke's initial satisfa disappeared repced by worry .

  At that time , Bke embraced the rest of her thoughts , knowing that there was ao self-pity because it was time to keep all her promises and make sure she didn't fuything up again . Bke could no longer let anything g with Lappnd. They had already lost too much time with each other because of her stupidity .

  Lappnd herself , not g that she was being examined by Bke , who was ging facial expressions , y down again sinking her fato Bke's breasts . Bke's exposed breasts , naked since yesterday , were now making a perfect pillow for Lappnd , who arently even more satisfied with the sweat collected in them .

  Inhaling the st , Lappnd did not return attention to the fact that her tail began to wiggle like a wild . Instead, Lappnd became more and more excited to the point where she began to lick the salty sweat from the skin of Bke, who, despite her initial surprise, embraced her Lappy's head. In the past, she would have reacted differently , probably resisting or pushing away the overly intrusive Lappnd. But like yesterday , from now on she will be more approachable .

  So what if it is unsanitary and weird . Lappnd seems happy and nothing bad will happen to her because of it . So Bke let Lappnd have her moment for pleasure . But again Bke could not let Lappnd fully unravel , so when Lapp from lig the space between her breasts , to lig her ned colrbone , Bke stopped Lappnd , whose fingers had already begun to touch her own , naked crotch .